Lancelot's Abhorence

My heart is amazed

by the horror of

you.

Those eyes so bleary

Unfocused and teary

That shimmer with lights foreign

to you.

I would swim in those seas

I would if they would

but look at me as I haved longed

at you.

But you chased so many

Around the merry go round

And circle tables set for all

but you.

And when my heart is at the breaking

the point of life and love's unmaking

Then I will steal to the place I slumbered

with you.

And there hidden by crevician art

that tender cloth you kept so near your heart

I will bring it to wipe my tears as I think

of you.

Be near me tonight, my sweetest desire

Even if only you walk in my dreams

And let me never dream again unless it be

of you.

My soul abhores this lonesome state

It knows limbo when it's taste'd.

And so it looks on me with shame

for you.

And so tonight I am amazed by you

My soul's abhorent praise to you

And I just can't stop my muse, it's true

From burning my heart with longing for you.