And then you had to Come

I thought that I knew what I was talking about

And then you had to come

And I thought I knew what I was doing about

These thoughts and feelings inside

And then you had to come

I thought that maybe the inevitable could be avoided

That, I don't know, maybe things would change

Or that maybe knowing would make it easier

And then you had to come

And even though no matter which trail

I follow the ends are none of them good

Even the best, the very best end

Will never be the happily ever after

And then you had to come

I thought I understood the star cross'd lovers

Till now

Now I know that they had it easy

Things in the real world get much too complicated

And I feel like I'm rambling again...

And then you had to come

But I know that day is coming

The darkest day for me

The brightest day for you

and because it is a bright day for you

It shall be both dark and bright for me

And because it is dark for me

I know it shall be bright and dark for you too

Because words never spoke

But spoken through a thousand acts

Can leave no doubt about where the piece stand

And what the final move must be

Has always must be

And then you had to come

Fate had a firmer grip on you it seems

Or maybe her hand on me

Has pushed you where I can never trod

This is not love scorned or unreturned

This is love returned even more full

Yet the deck is set against both players

And in the end Lady Luck is a cruel mistress

To throw two dice together in her bowl

Only to scattered them across the playing board

So far removed

And then you had to come

And I realized just what I wanted

And could never let myself have

For your sake

For my sake

Certain roads that beckon and call

Shall never be answered

Some adventures we will forgo

This all I had perfectly decided on

And then you had to come

And again each time I made up my mind

To set myself far apart

To resist your smiles and slurred speech

Each time firmer in my determination still

And then you had to come

And break harder your waves upon the dam

And break my will asunder again

And again

and again

Till once more I tasted the turkish delight

And knew the fruit and the tree it came from

And the taste of mortality on my lips

And then you had to come

And make me want after your poison yet again...