Propinquity

I may be in over my head here...
I may be swimming too far out...
I may be loosing my grip soon...
If I keep hanging onto this cloud...

The push to decide is ever pressing
The weight in my heart could crush the world
I can't seem to find the compass point now
As it keeps pointing between here and there

A step and I'm out in the open
My heart will be in the cross hairs
Is it fear that keeps me waiting?
Fear of a mistake I couldn't bare

All the world's one big show, yeah
All the world is a symphony
But will my life play the same tune
Or will it break the droll harmony?

I may be in over my head here...
(Have I lost my mind to think this?)
I may be swimming too far out...
(Have I already gone too far?)
I may be loosing my grip soon...
(Did I really ever have it?)
If I keep hanging onto this cloud...
(If I keep finding faces in the clouds...)