Thursday, April 5, 2012

The Fragmented Mind

Come O april
You month of lavenders and lilacs
Let us break ground together
And spill the seed upon concrete
Where will the dandelion's face
Ever break through
In the land of death
Where the lions roam
I have never been
She answers to the stars
Rome is so so far
I reply to the lilacs
The lions are so so close
Closing doors are difficult
Opening doors are difficult
The world grins on difficult
Which cult to grind today
On and on the wheels still turn
Ancient and decayed and festooned in dandelion
Where are the lilacs
Your voice cracks like the ground
We push these heaps of dust
Glowing orange and warm
We know that they will kill us
But still we sweep our little brooms
Pile our piles and heaps so high
So high and still no enlightment
The light switch ever out of reach
We are back in the bedroom
Hideous clowns on the walls
Something slithers beneath the bed
And the night-lights
Go out one by one like death
And we reach for that lightswitch
But enlightment is always out of reach
We turn to face the monster
We can't
And break the mirrors instead
Come with me to the water
We will bathe our broken hands
And pick shards of truth out
And let them drift away on the water
We shall no more these tears cry
We shall sing the song of the birds
And steal their words away
Till no more dumb beasts are these
We break their smallest hearts
And feast upon their lilacs
This is how lilacs are grown
In April month of terrors tears
This is how we hunt for gold
The secret hearts within
Break the circus open
Peel the sides off and look inside
See the man standing before the chess set
See the man dancing with the queen
So soon they all will weep
For the ringmaster was with them
And now is not
And we know the secret of the cave
That ought to have been left there
Along with the smallest coffee cup
We break the bread of sorrow
And it tastes like lilac and sharp truth
It cuts our tongues
And we bleed truth and pain from gaping mouths
Mouths meant to remind us of the cave
The secret of the cave in the circus
How now Control
Are you giving up already?
Do you lie here next to Apathy and weep
Drink yourselves into oblivion
Sleep in the land
That never knows the smell of lilacs
Sleep in the place
Where you do not need to fear
The dandelions under your bed
Where all the knightlights stay lit
And burn like helmets in the sun
Go to sleep my children
Break apart and collide again
Reform and reshape my children
Swept down the stream
Fragment into dream

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

There is no question

You have decided
She said to me
To love me
I had said to her
And so I shall
She had said to them
By can I
I ask of you
Can you love me
She asked of it
I cannot stop now
Was what I had said
But I still do not know
Is what you whispered
So what do I do
I ask of you

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

Its been too long...

Get away!
And leave my dreams alone
For if you shall not come to me
In hours ruled by the sun
Why torture me so
Under the pale moon's watch?
No it is not your fault
Its not your fault your words hypnotize me
Its not your fault that I miss your eyes
Its not your fault that I feel so alive
More alive than around anyone else
So don't go away
Though I may despise it
I will sleep
Just to see you
Haunt me tonight
Because I miss your smile

Monday, April 2, 2012

Here on the Mountain Face

Can the ever green pine
Find love in the cloud's face
Can the needles softly murmur
Within the fog's embrace
Can the proud standing tree
Touch the tenant of heaven's vaults
Can the needles softly glisten
As the mist cries to its calls
No, surely this cannot be
The mountain top is far too lonely
Love cannot blossom here
The cloud now crying only
No love's safe haven here
This is too cold of a place
The pine and the cloud together,
Alone on the mountain's face.

Sunday, April 1, 2012

Fools in April

Like Fools in April
Our words were double weighed
And trepidation bled our touch
And now we're lost in thoughts
You were there in the shadow
I was there in the pouring rain
You and I stood silent
You and I stood again
We neither of us ever could
Stay down in the bracky water long
You broke free like a fountain
I broke free like a dove
But now we are both of us
Each in our own way gone
Remember me in the meadow
I'll remember you in the snow
Relive the never-walks in the forest
And and live the ever-walks
Where the mockingjays cry